kanabies

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i`d declared it in my mind, that
i wanted to be free,
i wanted to learn anything i want,
i wanted to learn anything i like,
i wanted to try until i exhausted,
my self is my limitation,
but God always be the only cause.

i don`t care about caste,
i don`t care what others called me,
autism, dyslexia, freak, epilepsy, schizophrenic,
paranoia, weirdo, nerd, geek.
i don`t care what shallow people think about me,
they just don`t know who i am,
and after they know my identity,
they still don`t know who i really am.

i am not pursuing popularity
i am not pursuing lifestyle
i am not pursuing castes

i am pursuing delicious knowledges,
and i`ll absorb it, apply it, share it.
i am pursuing the probabilities,
and i`ll beat it as far as i could.
i am pursuing the edge of me,
and i`ll shift it.

i am searching for knowledge guidance,
i am searching for brainstorm,
i am not challenging anyone,
i am not disrespecting anyone,
in the first place
i don`t even know who are anyone anyway,
i am just no one nobody.

since i felt like i lost in this perish world,
my intuition told me
to search for the meaning of life,
my version, by my own, by God`s lead.